Of sitting and doing

Ive been sitting for an hour on the chair in front of the lappy at my table doing nothing. Like really doing nothing. Cant sleep last night, blame the latte that I drank yesterday hence affect the sleeping  excuses. So i slept around 4am and woke up around 930am. Done the rabbit yoga stretching, fold the laundry and vacuum the room, just to get into the mood of doing something but it's not working i guess. I even changed my table position just to get the feel and still not helping. So what's next?

Had a few conversation with different friends while I awoke. How desperate people wants to change everything in their life, like having a shift just to get a new perspective of how enjoyful life can be. To tell the truth it's not easy as i noticed all of my circle friends are having the same withdrawal of these feeling. About to jump or not to jump, about to take the first step or just stay and observe. Well eventually for me above all you need to have the courage to do it. But i guess people really need a definite reason to do it. Just because you wanna jump or move, it's not the main motivational drive that will make them actually doing the action, because there's always something that hold you back. Pull you slowly and end up either you're drowning or surviving. Cruel isn't it? Hmm..it's really something to ponder. 

Oh there's also a conversation with friend of should we try to jump or just stay still when taking photo i know she means something else with the jumping. For me it's better jump, because at least the experience will teach you later of either jumping around is good or not. If not you'll be forever wonder of the excitement and the feeling of jumping. But somehow you have to remember, sometimes it's not the jump is the problem, you did jump perfectly in the pictures but the camera and the people who took the photos might have missed to best jump out of you. So the environment does play it role. People are shape by the environment, it's either you can bland in or you be the different one. hahaha 

Same goes to my situation now, are you going to just sit on the chair doing nothing or at least you wanna start something small and get going from that? C'mon Nur Azyan! You're more wayyyy better than this! LOL! ekekekekekek

So i did jump and i improve! ekekeke i think! ekekeke

p/s it's so hot outside and i can feel my ketiak basah! adoiiii hahahaha

so just jump and enjoy the moment! ekekekek