of the past, present and future

The title of the post is my previous blog's name haha i guess it's how i want people to know me from the past, present and future. I browsed through the Facebook notes yesterday and stumble upon a note way on 2009 during university life where you got to tag your friends of something and they have to do it. I guess it's pretty much popular and serious to be done at least to my thinking that time. Reading back all those answers made me think how wonderful it is to be able to write and record something for your upcoming future. Well, at least you have some sort of reference on how your condition state were during that time. How foolish you were before or how loud you were in saying something. I really wish i have the patients of sharing and writing. Ignore the audience but you're writing for yourself. 

Sharing to yourself of what really happen and be true to every second of it. Like everything! Can i? I doubt it as well. haha remember how i wish to at least write post a day, but it's not happening. Sharing of everything activities would be way past of the interest of mine. Probably i should start on how everyday life reflecting who you are and what do you learn for it. It's hard, believe me. it's hard. but then again if you're not able to be thru to your own self then what else do you have? Confuse isn't it? Human being are complicated or at least they think so much of it. haha. If i were to post all those questions of 100 truth about me, it would pretty much the same with maybe a minor changes. We'll see how it goes.

*the one in [....] is the 2015 answers haha*

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: plain water [milk]
2. Last phone call: khairul azmir (my bro) [Farah Husin]
3. Last text message: fatin elina [Still Fatin Elina haha]
4. Last song you listened to: papa roach-scar [ Stacie Orrico - Stuck]
5. Last time you cried: can't remember...T_T [ few days back?]

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope [nope]
7. Been cheated on: yup [i guessed] [haha yup!]
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope [none!]
9. Lost someone special: yup [yes]
10. Been depressed: currently... [sort off]
11. Been drunk and threw up: neverrr!! [haha how i wish..but nope!]

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white [white]
13. black [black]
14. blue [blue]

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: a lots! [plenty!]
16. Fallen in of love: of coz... [ahaha surprisingly yes!]
17. Laughed until you cried: hahaha certainly! [everytime!]
18. Met someone who changed you: a definite yes!! [haha it is!]
19. Found out who your true friends were: yup [always]
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yup [ i guess!]
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope! [haha nope]
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 80% [hmm still 75%]
23. How many kids do you want?: not in the plan yet hahaha [4? haha]
24. Do you have any pets: no! [As with me nope]
25. Do you want to change your name: never [ no, I'm proud of it now]
26. What did you do for your last birthday: on my bed with a fever! T_T [hmmm....in front of my laptop]
27. What time did you wake up today: 9am [5.30am]
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: downloading You're beautiful [sleeping]
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Persona in Malaysia!!! hahaha [lifehouse in london?]
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 5 sec ago...hehe [ almost 2 months ago? T_T]
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my study [ still my study]
32. What are you listening to right now : loud noise from the ceiling..hahaha [ Gabrille - Rise]
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: not yet [ yes!]
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: preparing for final exam this sem!!! too hard! [preparing my phd proposal!]
35. Most visited webpage: facebook & blogspot [haha Facebook and gmail]
36. Whats your real name:Nur Azyan Shalihah [same]
37. Nicknames: sha, yan, yent, sha filan [same]
38. Relationship Status: single [it's complicated! OMG! haha]
39. Zodiac sign:libra [same]
40. Male or female?: female [female]
41. Primary School?: sk gombak 1, sktd 
42. Secondary School?: sigs :D
43. High school/college?: unisel
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: in the middle haha
46. Height: 165cm kot?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: hahah! YES!!! seriuosly! [still in crush forever! When will i have a gut to say it out loud]
48: What do you like about yourself?: i'm bulat [chubby!] [my confidence level LOL!]
49. Piercings: never! [never]
50. Tattoos: also never [never!]
51. Righty or lefty: Righty [right]

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery:not yet [nope]
53. First piercing: never! [haha never!]
54. First best friend: open to offer..haha [fatin elina...i guess]
55. First sport you joined: basketball n tennis [same]
56. First vacation: can't remember [seoul]
58. First pair of trainers: cant remember either [do i have one?]

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope [grapes]
60. Drinking: nope [milk]
61. I'm about to: doing the test n eva report..haha [taking a bath and reading? boring i know]
62. Listening to: still...loud noise from the ceiling [ Gabrielle - Dream comes true, random playlist on youtube]
63. Waiting on: my cd to arrive hahaha [somebody to ask me to get married lol!]

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: definitely [definitely!]
65. Get Married?: of cuz..but depends...hehehe [YES!]
66. Career?: educationist maybe [now undecided!]

i stopped at 66! because i felt bored! hahahahahah!!! Lost concentration! hahaha...