Seoul the 2nd....

it's done

it's started with an idea of doing it together.
though being sceptical, but let's just see where's its heading too.
not that concern but at least giving support to those who're so eager in starting it.
but then, after all things have been set up, the outcome is not that good and there's only one people who bear the concern as others do have limitation in putting in effort in promoting or even sharing it.

then, suddenly a new idea's coming and it works. of course it's  from the outsiders.
but we appreciate the change and the new idea.
but then, when it's on the top, the idea of separating occurred.
the reason is because it will effect the main account. as if.
trying to explain how it might not work later on when everything is combined.
but, do you know it's already done when you started voice it out?

not saying much, but it does feel something.
something that you plan to build it together, and yet slowly pulling it out by own reason.
hehehe.....
it's happened.everywhere. whether you realized it or not.

so long and bye bye for everything.

rejected

i am trying to arrange this hassle thought of mine...
that is why we have that kind of blog title in the first place...
im not planning to write anything but just now i commented on a friend's blog and i felt relieved,
sort of like you've been pouring of what you feel there.
then i start to ponder on the real reason of writing a blog or something.
it's more or less trying to ease out on your inside and make your head less headache of whatever you think of...
i do think that writing do helps in arranging the thoughts as you have so many things in your mind yet you can't ignore nor able to entertain to countless thought.

btw, im trying to focus in preparing my proposal which i lost the momentum already.
when my supervisor rejected it, im kindda half aware of the situation before hands.
as for now i dont have anything for backup and i dont know which direction should i lead too.
it's like a string attached with no lose end and im tirelessly trying to figure out how will i'm able to dissemble the string so that i can use it at the end

thinking alone is hard, doing your proposal alone is also hard...
and next week another burden will come as well.
so either i've done it this week, or i'm finished for this semester! booooo!