distraction

Howeeedeeeee!

Well I'm not sure if it's correct or wrong. Im trying to write again on different purposes. i wonder how it would turn to but hopefully it's going ti be alright. Things have been changing rapidly in my life as i wouldn't expected for it to happen. it so just happen and here I'm on a new medium type this out. I should get use to the habit of writing as i would probably would have more words to read and write for the next 4 and upcoming years. 

Nuff said of that, i attended a course few days back on the creative planning and time management to writing your thesis and it's so wonderful. I'm glad that I've gone it through in the early stage of my study as it would really reflect me of who i am. As for now i do have thing to settle but i've been distracted. In fact, creating this blog is also a procrastination that i've been delay each day since my first day, which I'm used to it now. my writing here is just a piece of mind and blunt and no proof read. i really hope at least i can blurt out everything that i have in mind without any format then it should. Recently I've been to attach to formatting which i believe it's sort of like the OCD in me...sighh~~ c'mon OCD don't grow up in me! I don't need ya! hahaha.. 

So by letting go my thoughts you can see that i talk different thing in different paragraphs  or even lines. so mess up la this mind. thus, that is why the name of the blog is arranging the hassle thought as it's always been hassle with a lot of things which  have to learn how to sort it out like NOW! What i realise with myself is that i need deadline and pressure. When you're in pressure, you will work extra hard for it and of course it would make you feel overwhelmed but the joy of completing the task is awesome~. At least i think i am! hahaha.. So as the first step of everything, this will be my medium to sort things out and i really hope it works. Well at least it is now. hahaha... let's move forward and i really hope it happened the same way as i hope too!  

Getting to a new thing is not a thing that you should have done. Ive always feel that being yourself is kinda scary as you have to deal with whatever you have you face off. Truthfully people would understand themselves and they're kinda being neglected themselves as the believe it would give you have then good. well at least it is what i think. what I'm doing now is type on two medium go blog just to see which one is the most suitable for the feeling. well you know being a little tricky over everything. I hate this. being attached to thing where you need to use, deal with only certain things in your life. I want varieties. they way I'm behaving is really different of the way I'm thing. even my hands are moving not according to whatever my brain thinks. maybe the brain is fast enough for the hands to catch up and tying things. i don't know.

each days I'm becoming more random. that's my expertise i guess. i have plans to follow but screw the plan. but i need those plans! organising is one of the things that i shuoshould have master for. but i have to organised thing with my hands instead of apps, if you know what i mean. i have to make sure things are within my reach so i can overseas it clearly as a whole. i'm the project manager of my life! well in fact everybody is. We will see how it goes. now i see the contradict part of me on that other medium i sort of like writing for prop while here i sort of like writing to myself. hahahaha! Dumb and dumber! lol.

Oh! talking about dumber, i did dream of the dumber last night which is rare. heh! not that I'm excited bout it but it's just a dream for god sake! you don't have to make things feeling wonderful where it's just the dumber missed the flight to go back home! HAHA Oh! it's raining outside! One thing I'm not favour with the weather is this is the one! raining and raining! T__T. so I'm stucked up in my room doing nothing. heh!